People here often refer to the southern part of the city as “town” as though everything else (which is to say, most of the city) were a suburban afterthought. To others, it’s at least ‘South Bombay’ — not Mumbai, because it had been Bombay long before the state of Maharashtra changed the city’s legal name 20 years ago in a fit of nationalism.
Critics maintain that the neighborhoods along Marine Drive, in the Fort, Colaba, and Nariman Point areas are just full of old money and old people, and that the interesting parts of the city — including the best nightlife — lie farther to the north in the Bandra area. Town is ‘geriatric city’ to them.
Whatever people think of the region, what’s certain is that it’s a really beautiful area. Neo-Gothic and Art Deco architecture crop up side by side in a way that I suspect might not happen anywhere else. Just as Neo-Gothic was a reaction against the perceived ugliness of industrial architecture, Art Deco was a monument to what could be build with the tools and techniques of industry. Indian Art Deco is generally different from the kind you might find in the New York. There’s less of the flamboyant Machine Age ornamentation, and more of an emphasis on rounded corners and smooth, uninterrupted lines. One of my professors, Gyan Prakash (who has written extensively about Mumbai), told me that Indian Art Deco was largely about Indian builders’ fascination with the flexibility concrete gave them in shaping buildings.
And that pretty much exhausts my knowledge of architecture. But I can appreciate it, and maybe you can too. So what follows is an un-comprehensive and meandering tour of town. Enjoy.
I’m writing from Mumbai, India, where I’m spending the summer interning at Forbes India. I’ve been here for about a month, and I have about a month left.
Forbes has been really cool. I help out with a variety of things in the newsroom: I’ve done a couple of press conference write-ups, I do a bunch of proof-reading and copy-editing, and I’m learning the very basics of layout and design. But mostly, my supervisor gives me a lot of freedom to pursue my own projects. So I’m now doing some research on India’s nascent indie music scene, which with any luck will turn into a story and go to print. Indian popular music has long been dominated by songs from Bollywood films, and it’s only been in maybe the last ten years that there has emerged a space for original popular music unaffiliated with all that. I’m looking into the factors that have enabled that emergence, and it’s been good fun talking to musicians and artist managers who know far more about it than I do.
The Forbes office is located in a refurbished mill in the Lower Parel area of Mumbai. The whole area was once filled with the textile mills that formed the backbone of the city’s industry. Now, most of the old mills are office spaces or trendy bars and restaurants.
I get there by train. The British provenance of the Mumbai Railways should be clear to anyone reads the station names as they pass by: Elphinstone and Churchgate, for instance share a line with Mahalaxmi and Jogeshwari. Those interested in postcolonialism would want to impress upon you that the British-made Indian railways were an instrument of empire, used to better exploit the subcontinent’s resources and subdue her people. And I think this is probably right. During the railways’ construction, it seems unlikely that the British engineers were asking Indians if the course of the lines suited their needs. They were on the Queen’s business and didn’t have time for that sort of thing.
But however mixed the trains’ colonial legacy may be, their present usefulness is undeniable. Mumbaikars or Bombayites — as the city’s residents are called — fully embrace the train system, which supposedly carries 6 million people around the city each day.
The trains are a hoot. At rush hour, they’re so packed that if you’re in the middle of the car, you might not make it out at your station. Accordingly, a spot on the very edge, head sticking out into the breeze, is highly sought-after. The vestibules, about 60 square feet between open doors on both sides, regularly hold 30 people. For perspective, a king size bed is roughly 42 square feet. So this means you’re pressed right up against two or three or four people, with someone else’s elbow on your shoulder and another person’s forearm grazing your head. Mumbai train riding is a contact sport.
But I should be clear that this is only really at rush hour. At all other times, it’s the best and most pleasant way to get around the city. The trains don’t go that fast (I’d say they top out at 40 mph), and it’s a smooth ride, so there’s nowhere better to be right in the door, which is not so anxious a spot when people aren’t running over you to get it. The breeze, I can hardly over-emphasize, is great, and at that speed you can really get a feel for the area that passes by just outside.
The trains are also cheap, frequent, and never run into traffic.
Anyway, let me conclude my ode to Mumbai’s trains. I wanted this to go up sooner, but the monsoon winds took out the internet at my flat for about a week. More to come.
This post is quite late. I was in India about a month ago now, and since then have been in Beijing. Between daily Chinese assessments and government censors who do not appreciate the bastion of liberal media that is wordpress, it’s been tricky finishing up this post. I’ll be better about this for the rest of the summer, so expect more regular updates.
Anyway, India:
After a wonderful though all too brief stay in Paris, I flew to Delhi, where I stayed with my friend Vaasvi and her family.
This India is at once familiar and very different to the one in Banaras last year.
Everything from the shapes of faucets to the sound of choruses of auto-rickshaw horns and the richly fertile smell of the produce markets felt immediately familiar, as if the intervening year hadn’t passed at all.
It’s amazing how much of memory is contextual. Being here, memories of small details and vignettes of my time in Banaras were sort of unlocked. Things I didn’t realize I’d even forgotten. It’s much easier to speak Hindi here too; here in a natural setting, I remember words and phrases that I could not have recalled at home.
I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. In some ways, our memories — though imperfect — are more real than the actual substance of us, the “real” part. It’s what we are at the end of the day: we cycle through all of our cells in about seven years, so atomically you’re hardly anything of the person you were in 2006. But somehow a continuity of memory, personality, and experience survives our perpetual renovation. In a word, we are rivers.
Apart from all the similarities, Delhi at this time of year was also quite different from the Banaras I’d left. Most immediately noticeable was that monsoon season had begun. So thankfully, I missed the 115 heat, and got to see a genuinely tropical India: green everywhere, instead of the dust I’d become accustomed to, humid but not oppressive.
Delhi is also much more cosmopolitan and liberal than deeply conservative and ancient Banaras. Huge L.A. style shopping malls exist next to chai and samosa stands. Young Delhites don’t forswear alcohol — the Hindi word for which, sharaab, apparently means “evil water” — with quite the vehemence of their Banarsi peers; the Haus Khas neighborhood is home to some slick bars and a respectable nightlife scene.
This time around, I found I was much more at peace with India than I was before. By the time I left last May, I was a little burnt out on the country. It’s often overwhelming, and it had worn on me. With the foreign novelty of the place gone, I’d become less patient with the loud and hot country and its people who wanted me to get out of the way of their motorcycles, come eat at their restaurants, and buy their wears at a very good price just for me.
Now, having had some time away from the subcontinent, while marketplace hawkers can be aggressive and tiresome, I really found myself admiring their hustle. Truly. It was easy to forget how tough a line of work that is.
I don’t know if I can adequately express how incredibly earnest and candid a place I find northern India to be. Nothing is hidden; all of the sweat and striving, work and play are all out in the open for anyone to see. The US is an extremely private place; people tend to retreat into their homes for everything in a way that is kind of antisocial: they eat, talk, see friends, all from the privacy of their own little caves. In India as I’ve seen it, public spaces are filled with the public, and that display is part of what I find so engaging about the place.
And that’s what I’ve got for now. Some of my photos follow.
Hi all! It’s been a good first year at Princeton, and now that it’s over I’m lucky enough to be filling this summer with travels. I’ll spend most of my time (two months) in Beijing, doing an intensive Mandarin language program, but the summer itinerary as a whole is really wide-ranging and very exciting: Paris for five days, Delhi for six, Princeton in Beijing for the middle two months, then Shanghai for a couple days, and home via Hawaii, where I’ll see a bunch of my family.
I can’t believe I’m doing this and it feels just totally indulgent, but I’m so pumped up!
I’m actually in Delhi already. Paris was so busy that I didn’t have time to write up a blog post from there, so I’ll fill you all in.
I’d never been to Paris before. Everyone told me that it would be exquisitely elegant and beautiful and refined, and while it’s one thing to know that on an intellectual level, it’s completely different to experience it for yourself. Paris was beautiful in pretty much every direction I looked. It’s a culture that is genuinely concerned with aesthetics: buildings and clothes and food serve all the same purposes that they would elsewhere, but why shouldn’t they look great at the same time? I thought this occasionally bordered on the self-absorbed (e.g. down coats and scarves in 75 degree weather), but by and large Parisians were not the chain-smoking snobs the media had told me they would be. People were basically kind and helpful. Eventually, though, since I didn’t know any meaningful French, I defaulted to Spanish and pretended to be someone other than my suburban New Jersey self. This worked much of the time, and it both assuaged my own silly insecurity, and made communicating a whole lot easier.
Anyway, some things I saw and did there follow:
I stayed with my friend Morgan, who is there studying French for the summer.
She has this wonderful tiny little apartment seven floors up.
I just ate really well in Paris.
I did some exploring, too. One day I just walked all over the city for maybe four hours. Here are some pictures of that day and some miscellaneous ones:
I took the metro over to Marais, where I began my walk.
I’m home, I’ve traded monkeys for squirrels once again, and I thought I’d write up a highlights post to kind of wrap up the whole experience. You’ll get a very rough “pixellated” version of the last nine months, but I think it should be a decent overview. If you’ve been reading all along, you’ll probably recognize a lot of this.
We spent the month of September in Kausani — a hill station town just outside the Himalayas — and on an organic farm in Dehradun called Navdanya. At the end of the month we transitioned to Varanasi (also known as Banaras and Kashi), perhaps Hinduism’s holiest city. We would stay there along the Ganges River and among the history and chaos and festivals of the ancient city for seven months, working in NGOs and learning Hindi. At the end of April we escaped the soaring Varanasi temperatures for the Himalayan region of Ladakh, in the northern state of Kashmir and Jammu. We worked at a couple different schools, stayed with Ladakhi host families for a week, and culminated our experience with an eight-day trek in the mountains.
So here you go:
“How’s India?” everyone asks. It’s a big question. There were ups and downs, but all-in-all, I’m really glad I could go. There was an enormous country of fascinating culture to explore, paired with the initial (violent) sickness and accompanying homesickness, crazy Indian festivals in the crazy Indian hot weather, the happiness of integrating with a new community along with the chaos and disfunction of Varanasi, etc. But I’m really happy I had a great group of friends to keep me company throughout the whole thing, as well as our on-site director Daniel, who was a logistical wizard and always willing to talk about anything we needed to talk about. And thanks to all of you who have read my blog and those who kept up with the occasional postcard, care packages (!), email, facebook message — it was great to hear from you so far from home.
But that’s that now, and I’m back in America. People keep asking me if it’s strange to be home, and while I keep expecting weird reverse-culture shocky things to happen, the extent of it has been how my bed is unreasonably soft and how the New Jersey suburbs are deafeningly quiet at night. Otherwise, it’s home — something I’m well used to.
[Btw, the previous post is updated with pictures, which I think does good things for it.]
Hi All,
We’re in civilization again — in Delhi for the last few days of our trip.
The Himalayan adventures continued at the SECMOL school, which was a pretty remarkable place. It stands for the Student Educational and Cultural Movement of Ladakh, and it is essentially a school for Ladakhi students who have failed their 10th grade exams (which is the vast majority of them). SECMOL gives them a practical education: agricultural classes, personal health seminars, spoken English experience, etc. We helped out at their (very cool and environmentally friendly) campus and participated in the twice daily English conversation sessions they hold. It was a beautiful place to spend some time reflecting about the previous eight months, and the kids were a lot of fun. The highlight was probably the night everyone made momos (Ladakhi dumplings): about 40 of us squeezed into this tiny dining room stuffing and folding dumplings and chatting, until someone busted out the tunes and it became dumpling/wild dance party hour.
We stayed at SECMOL for a week before leaving for a two-day stay at Tsomoriri Lake, a pristine Himalayan Lake that sits at 15,075 ft. above sea level (which, to give you a sense of how high it is, is ridiculously high up). Tsomoriri was surrounded by bewilderingly perfect skipping stones and snowcaps. We finished our group seminars on reverse culture shock and that sort of thing there.
Finally, we embarked on our nine-day, 60 mile, trekking Odyssey across arid Himalayan valleys and high snowy mountain passes the likes of which are rarely found in the lower 48 states of America. Now, yes, it was an incredibly manly (and strong-womanly) trip, and yes, we did carry our big packs on our backs the whole way, but we also had an incredible amount of help. Our crew of six able guides and camp helpers and a team of ten or so ponies to carry tents and food made the journey both possible and thoroughly enjoyable.
Each morning we woke up around 7:00 to break down camp before a hot and deliciously prepared breakfast. After eating, we typically walked until about 3:00 p.m. with a break for lunch. The scenery was rich and varied, but it was hardly fertile. This sort of altitude lends itself to inhospitable terrain, and we were only below the tree-line for part of one day. In a typical day, we would wind along frigid snow-fed streams, pass sheer red iron-rich cliff faces, traverse some lingering snowy stretches, and make our way over rocky marmot-inhabited scree fields. Despite our dearest Planet Earth-inspired hopes, we never saw the elusive snow leopards, but they are known to live in these areas. Reaching a pass – as we did three times in our trek – was always a highlight. They are marked by stupas (Buddhist monuments), yak and ibex horns, and tangled nests of prayer flags left by years of previous climbers. It all added up to a nice tangible marker of achievement (apart from the fact that everything afterward was downhill), and at our guidesf encouragement we shouted ”Ki-ki, so-so, landz gya lo!”, meaning ”may the gods be victorious!”, as we reached the top. In the afternoon, we settled into our streamside camps and read and relaxed until dinnertime, when Rigzin – our unbelievably capable camp cook (banana pie and pizza in the Himalayas) – fed us all manner of delicious dishes. Even with headlamps, the lack of electricity prompted us to fall into a very natural sleeping pattern – going to bed and rising with the sun – and it was a rare thing for us to stay up much past 10:00. Up there, two miles closer to the stars, the clear atmosphere provided us with the most incredible nighttime skies. Especially if you woke up in the middle of the night, you could look up to thousands upon thousands of twinkling pinpricks, with the Milky Way forming a thick cloudy swath across the middle of the sky.
Also, we went pants-sledding down from one of the passes, which something none of us had ever expected to do in late May.
As we came back to the hill station town of Leh after the trek and showered off 11 days of hard-earned sweat and grime, the realization that our Bridge Year was coming to an end became unavoidable. I feel truly fortunate to have had such an incredible experience this year — from Diwali fireworks, to camel safaris, to Holi color wars, to this. I think a highlights post next week is probably in order.
After a day of rest in Leh, we flew to Delhi, and tomorrow it’s back home to America. So there you go: India (a very, very small part of it).
Namaskar, Bharat. Phir Milenge. Goodbye, India. We’ll meet again.
So for the past two weeks we’ve been in Ladakh, which is in the northern state of Jammu and Kashmir. A brief bit of Indian history: In 1947 the India achieved independence from Great Britain, and at the insistence of a group of religiously intolerant politicians the historically united subcontinent was partitioned into India and Pakistan. The latter was to be a homeland for the Muslim (though plenty of Muslims live in India without any sort of persecution), but by and large this very contrived partition has been a huge source of political and military strife for both nations in the over-60 years since independence. One issue of contention is the very border between the two; the disputed region of Kashmir is accordingly heavily militarized.
While we weren’t in the disputed region itself, we were pretty close, which was satisfyingly edgy. After a Banaras to Delhi train ride, we took a short flight to Leh, one of the bigger towns in the Ladakh region, due to its military base. Except for the lack of lifts and groomed trails, Leh looks a lot like a Colorado ski town – quaint guest houses, lots of restaurants and cafes against the backdrop of the snowy Himalayas. [It snowed on our second morning here. The contrast with 115 degree Banaras could not be more extreme (nor more welcome).] We stayed in Leh for two days to (somewhat) acclimatize to its 11,000 ft altitude. This sort of elevation is totally unforgiving; on our second day I went for a short run at a 7:30-per-mile shuffle, which felt for all the world like an aerobic effort around 5:10 mile pace at sea level and left me in moderate respiratory distress for about an hour afterwards. Gotta be kind of careful here.
After Ley, we left for a homestay in our guide Namgyal’s village of Domkhar. Because of Domkhar’s relative proximity to Pakistan, we were only able to get permits to stay for five days, but we all enjoyed our stay. Domkhar was incredibly idyllic – a small town nestled into the mountainside along the Indus River, peppered with slender poplars and blossoming apricot trees. The Ladakhis are a very hospitable and laid-back people. We could get by with Hindi and a few words of Ladakhi, the most important of which is julley, meaning hello, goodbye, and thank you.
My host family was really sweet. They were very friendly and always sat me down for a cup or two or five of butter tea whenever I came inside. My younger host brother Stanzin Namgyal was especially curious and playful. I played cricket with him and my other host brother Nurboo, and went for walks with them during which they would turn the many roadside Buddhist prayer wheels and pass stupas (Buddhist monuments) on the proper right-hand side. They simply took them in stride, as though they were as much an inevitability of the road as the twists and turns.
We all helped out at the Domkhar Government High School for the week. The kids were a lot of fun, but the education was terrible. Most students fail their 10th grade exams (i.e. they don’t pass the equivalent of high school). The fact that there were always classes for the four of us to teach is a sad commentary on the problem of absenteeism in government jobs in India. It made me appreciate my own West Windsor – Plainsboro education a lot more. But again, Domkhar HS wasn’t a grim place, the students kept things interesting. All of them, mystifyingly, were big fans of Justin Beiber, so we heard a lot of “Baby”, along with a good deal Shakira too.
Exercising in Ladakh – after some initial altitude adjustment – is gratifyingly manly and awesome. Two weeks in, I’m still not running at normal speeds, but I can manage a much more than my sad second-day 15 minutes. In Domkhar it was all glorious riverside mountainous views. Tyler and I ran together for a few days there and on our trek. We also traded our Banaras squat rack and 10 kg plates for “boulder squats”, which taps into some happy primal caveman part of you. The village kids liked to join us in this.
After we left Domkhar we went on a four day trek that covered about 35 mountainous miles. I highly recommend it. My words can’t do justice to the Himalaya scenery. Each mountain pass was marked with stupas, cairns (rock pilings) and prayer flags – a nice reminder that you’d made it to the top of that one. We spent our nights in village guest houses and trekked for four or five hours a day, and tumbled into bed dirty and tired.
Ladakh has been incredible so far, and I’m really grateful to Princeton for organizing and funding all this – it’s pretty crazy. I’ve been as unplugged as I’ve ever been in recent memory, with internet and phone access about once every ten days. Apart from pending summer jobs, this is not such a bad thing. We’re back in Leh for the day. Next up is a week volunteering at the Secmol School, followed by another week of trekking, three days in Delhi, and then AMERICA WOOHOO!
I hope to shoot off a post-Secmol blog post in a week, but if you all have burning secrets or desperate news you have to tell me, you’ll just have to be a little patient until then.
I mentioned running in a post back in December, but it deserves a little space of its own.
For those who don’t know, in high school I ran long distance all year-round: cross-country, winter track, spring track, summer training, repeat (x4). It’s something I really enjoy doing: a great test of self-discipline, efficient exercise, and a medium for some excellent sweaty candid conversation with your fellow runners. There’s also a certain minimalistic elegance to training — no field, court, hoops, balls, or bats needed; just a good pair of shoes and you’re set to go anywhere.
Or so I thought. I’ve run without interruption to my regular training schedule on a family trip to China, a school orchestra tour to Austria, and all manner of less exotic weekends, but Banaras was a whole new kind of beast. From the beginning it doesn’t look very promising to runners: India has more diabetics than any other nation, summertime temperatures of 115 guarantee almost zero local running culture, dusty polluted air, moonscape potholed roads, etc. And then there’s the Delhi Belly — the Subcontinent wreaked chronic havoc on my digestive system so that for a couple months all I could manage was a couple miles before a mad dash (or anxious hobble) to the bathroom.
In short, like almost everything in this city, running requires a bit of flexibility — buying into that jugar mentality that I’ve mentioned several times. Next year I’d really like to walk on to the track team at Princeton, but I’ve had to adapt my training a lot to fit the environment. Running is my bread and butter, but I’ve diversified my portfolio a bit here, so to speak. As a group we do yoga five or six times a week, and I’ve been lifting at the local gym with Maxson and Tyler a couple times a week. I’m in kind of mediocre shape, but I can still do tempo miles and sprint reps, so at least I’ll have something to work with when I go home.
Running itself is crazy. And everyone thinks so. When I run through the streets to the track at Banaras Hindu University, I weave through the slow-moving congested traffic, placing hands on the sides of rickshaws, gently pushing-away from motorcycles. It’s a little bit like being “in the pack” in a cross-country race, except not really. One day I realized that if I imagined more sparks and outlandish monetary rewards for running, it would be like an Indian 20 mph version of The Fast and The Furious with cows. I regularly get “Are you mad?!” from passersby on motorbikes. At first I didn’t know what to say (“yes”?), but eventually I realized that they were going to think I was crazy regardless, so I’ve started to occasionally give them something to confirm their suspicions and resolve that mental tension by responding with an NFL-touchdown-worthy war-whoop. It’s been a big hit.
So that’s that. For my running post, and for Banaras for that matter. We’re leaving for Ladakh — in the Himalayas — in a few hours. We’ll stay there for the month of May, and I’ll have to deal with an old friend — being cold (highs of 37!). Crazy altitude of ~11000 feet should prove helpful for running too, if it doesn’t just make me sick. We’re all pumped up. Might not be blogging for a while, with intermittent internet up there, but we’ll see. Pictures to come, eventually.
Varanasi, you’re a crazy, beautiful ancient city, and I’ll probably see you again sometime, but now it’s time to go.
There are two kinds of people in this world: those who say there are two kinds of people in this world, and those who are okay with the idea that it’s a little more complicated than that. I generally like to count myself with the latter group, but when it comes to the musicians of the Subcontinent they seem to fall pretty neatly into two camps: Bollywood and classical.
Bollywood music is a strange beast. You’re probably familiar with the Bollywood film industry – India’s prolific Bombay(now known as Mumbai)-based Hollywood counterpart, but you might not have known that it is inextricably tied to India’s popular music scene. All the films have a couple big music numbers, the videos for which are released a few weeks before the movie’s opening date. And it’s really the only pop music that people listen to, so much so that one of my coworkers once asked me if I had any “Hollywood music” on my ipod. Imagine if Brad Pitt had to sing and dance and in addition to acting, and that’s something like Bollywood. The songs are loud and joyful, fun, kind of stupid, and generally a good time. Pop music selection is not nearly as eclectic as in the US; at home you’ll hear the Top 20 on most places , but here tunes of a Top 5 or so drift out of any corner store radios. People love their Bollywood songs to excess. “Teri Meri” has been playing ceaselessly since the moment we set foot in India.
And then there’s Indian classical music. Varanasi is something of an epicenter for classical music – as it is for most super ancient things. Ravi Shankar, the famous sitar player and Beatles guru, was born here. There are grand musical families and lineages in the city, and a student will typically stay with one teacher – his guru-ji – as long as he learns his instrument. Concerts here are a great thing. They’re almost always free – often sponsored by a temple or some charitable foundation – and you could go to a good one more than once a week if you were that hardcore about it. Last week was a huge annual six-day festival at the Hanuman (the monkey-god) temple. Programming stretched into the wee hours all week long. It’s a nice atmosphere — scattered applause and calls of “kya bat hai” (“bravo”, in this context) pepper the lulls in the music, and if things really get too sleepy, someone in the back will inevitably raise a call of “Maha dev!” (“Great God”, literally), which gets the whole crowd kind of pumped up.
I’ve been learning sitar since the end of December from Goswami-ji. It is a deceptively simple instrument to play. There are 7 main strings and 13 unplayed sympathetic ones for resonance, but you play the melodies almost exclusively on one string with two fingers. Any composition you play is based in a scale – or raag – that does not permit any variation/accidentals (for those who want more musical explanation, here’s an interview with Ravi Shankar that explains the basics). It tears up my fingers like no other, but I’m enjoying the instrument a lot. Maxson has been learning tabla, and last night we made our Indian classical debut at our BYP final banquet. I’ll try to get a recording to all of you soon.
In Other News:
Here’s a screenshot of the Varanasi forecast for this week. Apparently this was a conservative guess, since local weather reports put today’s high at 46 Celsius, or a neat 115 Fahrenheit. It’s really hard to do anything in this weather except nap and scramble for the rare air-conditioned restaurants (though fans are a great thing too). Workouts are confined to pre-7:30 a.m. Hot dry wind and dust… I just feel exhausted from doing nothing all day. I’ve come to enjoy a lot of things about Varanasi, but our departure to the Himalayas on Wednesday is made much easier by the heat.
But mango season is in full swing, and it is a fine consolation prize. It’s a beautiful thing walking down the street with mango shake stands fifteen feet apart — how can you say no to a glass full of God’s own fruit, milk, sugar, and ice of dubious origin? (so far so good with my India-improved stomach)
This post is super delayed. Last week Daniel sent our group a semi-surreal text to the group saying “Internet is down all over India” (and this was true, for one major service provider), and since then my access to a real computer has been infrequent. So sorry for the wait, but that’s just the way things roll here sometimes. I’ll get in another post before we leave the city.
Before we arrived in Banaras (which is also called Kashi), people tried to explain the city’s magnetic draw to us. Indians and Westerners alike, they would describe it as having tremendous “cosmic and spiritual energy”. It is Shiva’s city, they said, there’s a kind of magic there.
Well, this really didn’t do much for me; I thought it was more or less an oblique way of describing the city as indescribable. So I would nod and agree and planned to find out for myself what Banaras meant, and try to put it into words if I could.
And this goal eluded me for a long time. I would get caught up in the negative aspects of the city. The traffic and the state of the roads were deplorable. I stopped taking pictures at night because the flash showed the horrifying extent of Banaras air pollution. When I was sick, all I could see was the cow dung plastered on the streets and the open sewers where sidewalks might have been. This is medieval, I would grumble to myself.
And the small charms of the city weren’t lost on me. I appreciated a cup of chai on the ghats, goats in winter sweaters, street food for pennies, etc., but those never seemed important enough for people to hold Banaras in such high regard. But the other week I was walking along the ghats during the evening, and ran into the Ganga Arti, which is the fire prayer done here every night. And it sort of crystallized some of my thoughts about what’s actually important in Varanasi: if you just took away the sound system and the flood lights, this pooja would probably be just as it has been for a very very long time. It’s a kind of living cultural heritage that’s more than just “George Washington and his men passed this way in January of 1777 on their way to the Battle of Princeton”-old; people have been worshiping here since long before baby Jesus was a twinkle in God’s eye. More recently — but not that recently — Buddha (the Buddha) gave his first sermon after enlightenment at Sarnath, three miles north of the city. Temples have crumbled and been rebuilt, the city has changed over the centuries (and millennia), but Hindus have been in Shiva’s city the whole time, praying and washing away their sins, living and dying and being cremated, watching the sun rise over the far bank every day since forever ago.
So it’s pretty cool to have been here and seen and lived in something so downright ancient. And I guess I’ve been a part of it, in a small way, while Kashi has been my home.
And now there’s just over three weeks until we leave for the Himalayas. It’s hard to believe that it’s already April. Sometimes the time passed slowly, sometimes quickly, but mostly it’s just felt different from any other year. All my usual landmarks weren’t there. There was no crisp fall air on cross-country courses, no smell of leftover ham for breakfast on December 26th, no semesters, no seasons like I’m used to them at all. So we’ve got three weeks to soak it all in and to take advantage of the emerging summer season to eat as much watermelon and mango as we possibly can.